FOR TALIN

Well, I guess I'm sorry, I didn't mean for this to happen. I thought it was over and done with but I like you again. 

I know, what's it matter? You were unaffected last time, so maybe you won't care again.

It does hurt, I won't lie, it hurts not that you are not aware, but that you do not share in it.

But, I don't know, things change, things have changed. I am better now, thanks to you, I don't do destructive yearnings anymore, though maybe that is out of shame. I like you a lot, and I cannot stop. I don't even want to. You are a lovely person to be in unrequited love with. You are forgiving, somber, and I do not see you enough for your sight to burn through my brain. I like you a lot, I wish you'd like yourself too. I know it wouldn't work out between us, but there is something about you I cannot let go of. It's probably just you though, I am not projecting anything that isn't there. 

Pretty sad overall, but this is not what I'd call unpleasant, thank you for being here, I wish it were possible. I enjoy being your friend, and I will continue to do so.

Much Love,

Prater Perdurabo